Sunday. . .

ok. so i'm at home and i have no internet connection so i'm just writing this with no internet cuz i had it up from friday.. i had my friday writing on here before but i accidently had my mouse on the publish post thing and i hit it and it tried publishing it and it didn't work, so i hit the back space and it went back and it wiped out everything i had writtin. i'm kinda upset. peice of shit.
Well anyway. its sunday. so i guess i'll write about my weekend.. we have tommorrow and part of tuesday left of school. alright--my weekend. friday i had a track meet in chester. i couldn't do hurdles so i didn't do anything but i still had to go cuz Ras was being an ass. so i guess i went, i was going to go home early with jill, i had a note and everything. but guess what--Ras wouldn't let me go cuz it said 'go home with jill' and i guess it was suppose to say 'jill's parents' i was pissed. so i had to wait till it was all over to go home on the bus. i think i'm quiting track next year. i can't deal with Ras anymore. his hormones are worse than a girls. hes rediculous!!
so when i did get home i changed in like 3 min and called nicole. i drove around with her for a while and we went over to jordans for a bit. there was a little drama there... There were graduation parties on friday night. so cody had to be at his brothers until it got over and then he called me and then i went with him. i kinda felt bad for leaving jordans but it was boring and we were just sitting there. so i went with cody and we went out to a party. :) i had to be home at 11 so i wasn't there for too long. but it was my first actual party.. it was pretty cool, it was really cold. but good thing cody grabbed me a coat. we were out there for a little while and then he took me home.
Yesterday was pretty fun. there was graduation here at 2 that we went to. i went with nicole. i'm gonna miss these seniors especially Brit. she was so cool and happy. Me nicole and jamie went around and went to different graduation parties.. yea jamie was annoying and i didn' t want her there at all. it was awkward i didn't like it. she was being a B*tch to cody heumiller when him and jon wagner brought us out to dustin's grad.party. me and cole were annoyed and wanted her to leave. thank goodness she had to be home at 8. she called her mom and asked to stay later and she couldn't. we were happy. we drove around for a while and then went to jordan's again. it was fun for a while. we played hackie sack. it was kinda weird cuz colton was complimenting me.. but oh well, he wanted to wear my shirt.?. haha me and matt went to montrose for some grad. parties. i had to go to my cousin's and he had to go to his cousins.. so we just seperated for a while and then we met back up and went home. we didn't stay there to long. he let me drive his car home!! it was great. i think i'm a good stick driver. he said he only let 1 other person drive his car and that was jonny adler. but i'm the 2nd person. which is really cool cuz he trusts me to. and i asked him if he trusted me and he said yes, if he didn't he wouldn't of even thought about me driving his car. he was kinda scared but i was telling to to relax and breathe and stuff. it was cool. its a pretty nice car. Chelsea texted me and asked if i wanted to party with them. cuz her and jill were at the party that me and cody went to and she asked if i wanted to go with her and jill. it was cool. so we went out there at 9. cody was out there :):).. yea Karen went out there too! brooke came with us to. karen was like all over matt n. brookes boyfriend. wasn't cool. brooke was mad at her. we were talking in the car the way there and we said me and cody should make it completly awkward for karen to be there. i told cody that he said ok we'll be all lovey. :) so we were kissing and stuff. i don't know if karen seen anything. i hope she saw it cuz thats what we wanted. but i didn't see her see anything. i'm hopeing she did. she wants him back. i told them if she got up in my face and said something that i was going to punch her in the face. haha.
but again i had to be home at 11. so jill drove me home. kayla came with us cuz she thought that the party might get busted. so they chilled at my house for like an hour. we talked and stuff. i swear i peed 3 times in 1 hour. haha. i was buzzed.
i went to bed and crashed and didn't get up till noon today. that was my first time actually drinking and first buzz. i had alot of people come up to me and said that they were kinda surprised that i was there and happy to see me and stuff. my sister and her bestie came up to me and were like so proud of me. they took a picture. haha. i want them to delete it cuz i don't want it to get on facebook cuz yeaa. that would kinda be bad if the wrong people saw it. like the person im babysitting for. she might not trust me. but i guess maybe she would understand cuz she was in high school ya know..
alright. well i think i wrote a big enough novel. so i'll write tomorrow. probably won't have much to write about but i'm sure it will be something.

-may 14-

its May 14. school is almost out. tommorrow is friday. i have a track meet in chester--conference. i'm not looking forward to it at all. i am suppose to go to a graduation reception tommorrow for my cousin. but i can't cuz of the track meet. so i think after the meet i am going to go out. :) if i can. and then kelsey wants me to go to her grandma's this weekend. i want to go so i'm going to ask. i hope i can. it would be fun. i've never been there before and we said that i should go sometime.. so hopefully my momma will say yes...
anyway.. i'm in Physical science right now, bored outta my mind. I can't wait till SumMeR :)
i hope alot of memories are made and great experiences done.
When we were in school yesterday.. facebook was unblocked. it was pretty cool. like everyone was on it. i liked it.
i'm not to sure on what to say really right now. i'm just kinda babeling on...
i kinda really want to party this weekend. hopefully i get to be with cody sometime cuz yea i really want to be with him. he is so great. :):)
well i think i'm going to go. got to do some sheet thing.. :( i hate school! might write later. idk

((MaY-13))

ok. so today is may 13. we get out of school may 19. i'm so excited i cant wait. i just keep thinking about summer and how great its going to be. i really hope it goes really good. and keeps me busy.
So i was reading Kelsey's most recent post and she wants to go and live with becca. all she talks about is becca sometimes. all she wants to do is be with becca. its like "am i not good enough??" Sometimes i feel like she doesn't even ever want to be with me. she barely talks about me. idk. i wish we could be better friends and she could like me more or just something.!. idk!! i know she loves becca and would do anything for her. but like really. would she do anything for me.?.?. sometimes i think she thinks i'm annoying and doesn't want to be around me or talk to me or thinks i don't care. I really do care. i just don't know how to express it somtimes. like really. my reactions to somethings are hard to notice. i mean i try really hard to. idk. should i give up? should i keep trying? what should i do?
Jordan is sick today... she's probably just having a whole hang out day with colton or something... i would do the same thing if one of my best friends came up from where i lived. she is so cool. i love her. but i don't really know how she feels toward me either..
I kinda miss becca. she really did care about everything. she was a great friend... but we're so far and i don't even know if she even thinks about me for 3 seconds.
so i went to the chiropractor yesterday for my back and my leg. she said i hurt one of my muscles running from a form i did when i was running hurdles. it wasn't my hamstring nor my groin.. it was the one bewtween them. she popped my back and but some kinda of treatment on my leg. it tingled.
i'm in ag right now.. we are watching napolean dinomite.. its pretty stupid, but funny. i need something to entertain me.
alright. well thats enough for now. maybe i'll write later or something in study hall or when i'm bored or somethingggg... idk..

..today.. may 12

alrighty. so today is a new day. 2nd time i've ever writtin on this thing. i think i'm really gonna like it. cuz its just like a journal. in stead of writting it by hand i can type it. it can go alot faster.
so its tuesday. we only have 5 days left of school till suMmeR!!!!! i'm so excited. i can't wait. i think i'm going to have so much fun. I hope i get to spend alot of time with my friends. . . i have a summer job babsitting. i think it will be cool cuz like it pays $8 an hour for 2 kids. i'm kinda excited to babysit them. there is a 3 year old and a baby. a boy and a girl. i'm looking forward to going to the pool alot. getting a nice cute tan..
last night after track i got to be with cody a little bit. we were at the park for a bit and then went over to shelbys for a bit then i had to go home. me and Morgan played some bball outside for a while and then we went over to the park to play.. jordan, jordan, colton, garret, my 2 sisters and my brother were all there. it was fun. we played 3 on 3. of course the girls dominated! :P but we played till dark and then we had to go home. . .
ok. maybe write later.. its only morning.
-TayloR-

Alright. so this is the first time i am writing in this thing. i had no idea that this was even a thing. I just saw kelsey on it reading on becca's page and i thought it was cool. i wanted to read hers. so i did and i liked it. she told me that i should get a page and stuff.. so i guess i am doing this. i guess it would be pretty cool cuz i can write whatever i want on here.. hopefully i can keep updated on here and stuff. i have to figure out some things.
so anyway. i like her page. i got yet to read becca's page. i'm kinda interested in what she has to say. i wonder if i'm even in her thinking. does she ever think about me??
i'm sitting in study hall listening to these 3 boys that i'm sitting at a table with. they think they're funny. but i think they kinda aren't. we're all in algebra 2.
hmmm.. alright well i'll write later hopefully. i have to study for the semester test that we're going to take today. :(