ok. so today is may 13. we get out of school may 19. i'm so excited i cant wait. i just keep thinking about summer and how great its going to be. i really hope it goes really good. and keeps me busy.
So i was reading Kelsey's most recent post and she wants to go and live with becca. all she talks about is becca sometimes. all she wants to do is be with becca. its like "am i not good enough??" Sometimes i feel like she doesn't even ever want to be with me. she barely talks about me. idk. i wish we could be better friends and she could like me more or just something.!. idk!! i know she loves becca and would do anything for her. but like really. would she do anything for me.?.?. sometimes i think she thinks i'm annoying and doesn't want to be around me or talk to me or thinks i don't care. I really do care. i just don't know how to express it somtimes. like really. my reactions to somethings are hard to notice. i mean i try really hard to. idk. should i give up? should i keep trying? what should i do?
Jordan is sick today... she's probably just having a whole hang out day with colton or something... i would do the same thing if one of my best friends came up from where i lived. she is so cool. i love her. but i don't really know how she feels toward me either..
I kinda miss becca. she really did care about everything. she was a great friend... but we're so far and i don't even know if she even thinks about me for 3 seconds.
so i went to the chiropractor yesterday for my back and my leg. she said i hurt one of my muscles running from a form i did when i was running hurdles. it wasn't my hamstring nor my groin.. it was the one bewtween them. she popped my back and but some kinda of treatment on my leg. it tingled.
i'm in ag right now.. we are watching napolean dinomite.. its pretty stupid, but funny. i need something to entertain me.
alright. well thats enough for now. maybe i'll write later or something in study hall or when i'm bored or somethingggg... idk..
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