ha ok. so this is the first time i've writtin on this since may of 2009. pretty darn close to a year ago. how silly is that. kelsey actually just recommended it that i started writting in this again. she thinks it could help us get closer. hopefully it works.
so i'm sitting in ag. right now. pretty close to stack chairs, for the bell to ring, and go drag myself to basketball practice. i'll write more after practice maybe. if not then tomorrow for sure. :)
ok. so i never got on my computer last night.. so i'm sitting in first hour history.
i don't really like this class. but i think its my easiest class.
when i talked to trevor last night he brought up the same convo that he did the other night. and it was about matt nelson. i guess brooke told trevor that me and matt have been talking. and we have. i admit it, it is pretty wrong. but i've like matt since 8th grade. my feelings have never changed for him. i still like him. i don't think i'll ever not like him.. but me and trevor discussed. and i'm not gonna talk to matt anymore. i want trevor. not anyone else. he's my boyfriend and i want to keep it that way.
the other night i relized that he really did care about me which i was so unsure about for a long time. that kinda why e and matt have started talking. but i'm gonne email matt and tell him that we shouldn't be talking because i don't want to lose trevor and its kinda almost like cheating or wanting someone different. but we can still be friends and stuff.
there are some rumors going around. and some of trev's friends are telling him that i don't care and that i wouldn't be trustworthy with other guys. well i'm gonna prove them wrong.
but my friends tell me i can do better and he doesn't deserve me and stuff. we'll see how things go.
i'll write back later. i'm gonna post this. :)
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