so today i'm super bored.!. wow i haven't written in here for 10 days. big reason is when i wanted to get on here the damn websit was blocked. like really. why is it blocked for a couple days and not for a day. . kinda frustrating.
all of the choir kids are gone. which include trevor, kelsey, and matt. um yeah. i have no one to talk to. i have no one to sit by at lunch. barely anyone in classes. i kinda wish i was in choir. but i like not being in it. more time to do homework and stuff. i have so much to write but i don't know where to start. eh
STATE is this weekend. i hope i can stay. i hope kelsey can stay to. we'd be staying in a room with like 12 ppl. there is gonna be alot of ppl on the floor. but trevor gets bed. which means i get bed lol. and if kelsey stays she gets bed also. cuz i'm not gonna let one of my best friends sleep on the floor. she'll sleep on my side of the bed. no other girl will be sleepin by trevor. i'm just that protective lol. but i hope me and kelsey can stay. i'm really hoping.. even if it was just friday night.
trevor asked me to do him a favor yesterday. and that was to go and check the sump pump or whatever to see if it was working and to see if the floor was wet or anything. so i'm like yeah ok sure. so i went over. i didn't care what i looked like cuz i thought i wasn't gonna see anyone. well i got there went downstairs to the utility room. he jumps out at me and grabs me. scarres the hell outta me. idk i was kinda acting weird cuz i was in shock and i looked like shit. i was wearing no make-up, hair was up, wearing sweats, have my period and i have a huge zit on my cheek. i just want it gone. anyway. he said he was comming back on wednesday with his family. but he came back for the music thing today. kinda weird but he did. i wouldn't of came back. ha but oh well. i got to see him. i missed him.
friday: i stayed home. trevor was gone and i didn't want to do anything. cuz i wasn't gonna see him. i just wanted to hug him tight.
saturday night. i was in the mood to go out. so i did. i went out with matt, abbey, shelby, & becca. i guess kelsey wanted to hang out with jonny and watch a movie or something and becca wanted to go out. so i'm like ok i'll take her out. we went out to the summer house. it was pretty lame but i'm sure she would rather be doing something than sit there in the dark and watch a movie cuddling with herself.. there was probably about 50 ppl out at summer house by like 10:30. we went home at 11:30. it was pretty lame. but whatever. we just sat there and talked. didn't drink or anything. but thats alright. doesn't hurt anything. i kinda wish me and becca coulda talked more. like more in detail and stuff. but it seemed like she wasn't that interested.
i'm in spanish right now. i wanna shoot myself. just i need something to do. i can hardly pay attention. i need someone to talk to. i wanna cuddle or something. sleep. watch a movie. anything but be at school.
oh well i guess. i'll probably write later cuz i have nothing else to do. i'll have more to talk about i'm sure. . .
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